i can live through him vicariously and then one day shoot myself in front if him to change the trajectory of his life forever

  • theirsair
    2·
    15 days ago

    if youre actually considering it then your username checks out

    • ftRetardOP
      1·
      15 days ago

      t makes me want to fuck my self hate makes me want to destroy my life, this idea is a combination of those two into an unholy union

      • theirsair
        2·
        15 days ago

        hes gonna try to detrans you yk that right? that means no t, nothing. stupid ass idea, if youre that desperate even grindr would be a better option

        • ftRetardOP
          1·
          15 days ago

          you’re highkey right but i hate myself so we’ll see

            • ftRetardOP
              1·
              15 days ago

              it’s self harm not cope but you’re right

              • nonarina
                1·
                15 days ago

                There are “better” ways to self-harm that don’t involve subjecting yourself to others’ whims. then you can keep the harm in your control at least.

                • ftRetardOP
                  1·
                  15 days ago

                  i’d make him take e so I’d actually be the straight man in this situation you have to understand my awesome mind

                  • nonarina
                    1·
                    15 days ago

                    maybe write it all out and post it in smutttt instead? 🤔