i can live through him vicariously and then one day shoot myself in front if him to change the trajectory of his life forever

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      16 days ago

      it’s self harm not cope but you’re right

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        16 days ago

        There are “better” ways to self-harm that don’t involve subjecting yourself to others’ whims. then you can keep the harm in your control at least.

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          16 days ago

          i’d make him take e so I’d actually be the straight man in this situation you have to understand my awesome mind