i can live through him vicariously and then one day shoot myself in front if him to change the trajectory of his life forever

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    t makes me want to fuck my self hate makes me want to destroy my life, this idea is a combination of those two into an unholy union

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      hes gonna try to detrans you yk that right? that means no t, nothing. stupid ass idea, if youre that desperate even grindr would be a better option

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        15 days ago

        you’re highkey right but i hate myself so we’ll see

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            15 days ago

            it’s self harm not cope but you’re right

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              There are “better” ways to self-harm that don’t involve subjecting yourself to others’ whims. then you can keep the harm in your control at least.

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                15 days ago

                i’d make him take e so I’d actually be the straight man in this situation you have to understand my awesome mind

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                  maybe write it all out and post it in smutttt instead? 🤔