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  • Always wanted to become a doctor, but I sucked at school and became a paramedic instead. Now I’m glad that I didn’t because a) every doctor I know hates their job and warns you against going to med school and b) I’m yearning to get out of the medical field altogether for multiple reasons. So I’m glad it didn’t work out.












  • nebyto4tran4*Permanently Deleted*
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    1 month ago

    Same tbh. I already had a ton of self-loathing within me before I ever came here (which is what caused me to gravitate to these spaces in the first place), but my brain has been thoroughly and permanently cooked by being here too long. It has genuinely stunted my transition so much that I heavily doubt that I’ll ever be able to fix it and actually come out and girlmode because the shame is too great. Even my therapist is giving up on me because the shame is preventing me from even working on anything.

    As Nietzsche said, if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.