Nothing happened to trigger this mood swing, I was just sitting at my desk and eating when my mood suddenly shifted. Am I even trans? Why am I doing this? Wouldn’t it be easier to just detrans and rep?

I honestly don’t even want to transition. I don’t even want to be a woman I think. I just want to forget about all of this.

  • giuli9
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    2 months ago

    I think you should maybe try to distract yourself as best as you can, I don’t think these thoughts will lead to anything productive for you rn

    • nebyOP
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      2 months ago

      I’ve been trying to distract myself for 4 years, it’s what even led to this mess. If I had just locked in, I wouldn’t be stuck with suicidal manmoding

      • giuli9
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        2 months ago

        Maybe but idk if thinking this through for the thousandth time will do anything but make you spiral

        • nebyOP
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          2 months ago

          i might literally need to just detrans atp. these thoughts are becoming too frequent to ignore. if i was actually, truly and honestly trans, i wouldn’t doubt it every single day, so yeah.

          i just need to forget about all of this.

          • giuli9
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            2 months ago

            I don’t think something is fake just because you question it every day, it might also just be you not wanting to be trans and trying to find some way out of that