those who know…

well it’s sad. life’s sad. I don’t think anyone can do much about that.

honestly on the second thing i don’t think trans women are even really seen as men. people say that because they know calling us men hurts more than calling us third gender freaks. idk it’s dumb to act like we are seen as just men it’s way worse men get to rule the world we get to be mutilated and humiliated for others fun

well, I’m not safe enough to even try that. I trusted people again and now I’m at their mercy to be homeless or not. and that was a bad idea, I just had no other options. I wish I could try but I’m not given the chance

I try sometimes. but it’s more for myself, being nice feels better than being angry. so does it really count?

my boy tricky dick wouldn’t… he has so much to live for…

I doubt I will ever get to a point in life I can go somewhere for fun.

yeah kinda. the world is really beautiful but it’s so cruel as well. maybe if only people disappeared and everything else stayed?

I’ve also wanted to visit Siberia for a long time. it’s nice to image, even if I probably won’t ever get to.

you seem to be being cruel for honestly fun? I’m not sure. I’m not in the state to deal with being told everything is my fault and I should fix it by simply not having panic attacks trying to talk to people.

if it’s such a hopeful message please explain to me how one can fix being evil and bad and boring because they didn’t get to learn anything about socialising without their choice? I can’t go talk to people and make friends, since I’m so evil and bad and boring, I’d hurt them with that so I can’t try that without being even more of a bad person as you say. so I guess this is the “just stop having mental health issues” school of thought?

I’m sorry but… what? you’re saying our isolation and misery is our own fault and we deserve it for being bad… as motivation? I’m sorry I’m trying to understand but it seems you just want to keep people who are down in their place.

I don’t think this is true in most cases. maybe in some, but often the trauma of how being trans gets us treated also shapes us.

I’d be unlovable either way sure, I have a personality but barely sure, but I don’t think we can separate that from not having gotten any childhood at all. thought that was the case before I was trans too, it made sure that continued I guess.

idk, sorry for being inherently bad I’m trying so hard but idk what I’m supposed to do

that’s fair. that’s what i feel like and do too. actually i was thinking about that earlier, nothing i do makes anything better so i just do what’s first instinct. i guess mine is more pathetic and less angry.

you can’t call me racist!!! I have free speech and can say whatever!!! so you can’t also say whatever and call me racist for it!!

I think both of those are very important but we shouldn’t focus our politics around them for the obvious reason that “free speech advocacy” nowadays just means trying to make it illegal to criticise the far right

I called the comment evil, you can’t tell me I’m not judging it too. and I get you’re angry, yeah. I am too, I’m just too exhausted from being angry with no results. idk, it’s fine to be angry, justified and normal here. it just feels… counterproductive to talk like that

glegle bot might hate me, they haven’t said anything about my good posts

the idea that trans women are male and will always be male but woman is a gender aka social construct so you can be that if you take the social role by “identifying” as that

good luck. i think you’ll be okay, if you can still try your best to hope.