Facial planes, nose, browbone, jaw, chin, height, ribs, shoulders, pelvis, skull, hands, feet… No matter what I do I’m still going to be fucked up by male puberty. Even in the unrealistic best case scenario of affording all these surgeries and them being successful, I’m still not going to look like cis women, just an imitation.

Not to mention all the shit like having a uterus, a real vagina, a passing voice. Seeing all the damage done by T feels like looking at the mount Everest and knowing you have to climb it, but you just fucking can’t. I’m never going to pass or afford any of these surgeries anyway. Being a tranny is a curse I might genuinely detransition.