I am delusional. I wouldn’t have been trans if I hadn’t been exposed to god awful chatrooms and online spaces at a young age and just went fucking outside instead. Now I’m just a depressed NEET looking for outside influences on his possible depression… and not the though of perhaps wanting to change his life for the better.

  • AbbyOP
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    2 days ago

    I cannot accept that grave fact and instead I have to look at every crevice and excuse to justify me being cis

      • AbbyOP
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        2 days ago

        I mean I have already kinda accepted it… sigh

        • Nephilim
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          2 days ago

          Good, now you must do something with that acceptance. Denying you true self will not help your soul. Only by accepting your true self openly and honestly may your soul flourish.