Do whatever may bring you joy. If it doesn’t harm others, there is no need to fret.

I’m sorry, this world truly is cruel.

Very good!

I don’t believe that to be true. I hope you may see that one day.

You misunderstand me, I do not mean ones physical form, whatever it may be. That is but a vessel. I mean your soul. The spirit within ones self is more true than any physical form.

Wonderful!

I do not understand.

That is fine. Maybe you could try to become somebody you don’t hate?

I do not wish to argue with you. I hope you understand one day.

Yes, of course. You should be whatever you you be you truly are. You can be Alice if you wish it to be.

Please do not take your own life. You deserve to find happiness in this world. Such actions and blaming it on others will not help anything. You will just pass on suffering to those who you blame. I understand you are in a great deal of pain, but this is not the way you should deal with such pain i feel.

That does not mean you have no soul. That just means you’ve suffered a great deal more than you should have in your life. Doing such things wont help things

Maybe you shouldn’t? Such options may temporary satiate such desires, but will decay ones soul.

Good, now you must do something with that acceptance. Denying you true self will not help your soul. Only by accepting your true self openly and honestly may your soul flourish.

The truth will set you free.

Is it possible that maybe these said “outside influences”, just maybe made you realise what was always there within your soul, waiting to be discovered?

I am sorry. I hope that may change for you in the near future. You deserve to feel good about yourself.

You should be your true sell. A self built on lies is not sustainable for ones soul.

Such pride is a sin.

Fascinating.