I am delusional. I wouldn’t have been trans if I hadn’t been exposed to god awful chatrooms and online spaces at a young age and just went fucking outside instead. Now I’m just a depressed NEET looking for outside influences on his possible depression… and not the though of perhaps wanting to change his life for the better.

  • Nephilim
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    22 hours ago

    Is it possible that maybe these said “outside influences”, just maybe made you realise what was always there within your soul, waiting to be discovered?

    • AbbyOP
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      22 hours ago

      I cannot accept that grave fact and instead I have to look at every crevice and excuse to justify me being cis

        • AbbyOP
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          22 hours ago

          I mean I have already kinda accepted it… sigh

          • Nephilim
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            22 hours ago

            Good, now you must do something with that acceptance. Denying you true self will not help your soul. Only by accepting your true self openly and honestly may your soul flourish.