what a miserable existence

  • Magpie
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    3 days ago

    yeau… same. this has lowkey dispelled any notion i might’ve had about my mood swings being caused by BPD 😭

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      3 days ago

      lmao sometimes you’re just a girl

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        3 days ago

        real… i’m probably just a biogirl who has PMDD, lwky

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          3 days ago

          you’re probably bipolar ngl sorry

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            3 days ago

            hmmmm, i’m not actually so sure that i am… lowkey, i legit might not be; like, i think my mood just got fucked the last couple of weeks because i tried to cycle prog (which i’m not ever going to attempt again…) 😭

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              3 days ago

              girl people have been saying this for like a year atp ik being in denial is useful but like cmon

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                3 days ago

                yeau… but… well… it’s starting to get really hard to deny 💔 my psychologist doesn’t seem to think i’m even particularly mentally ill, though…

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                  3 days ago

                  it’s not that hard to hide mental illness if you are able to turn up to therapy sessions acting relatively normal and just lie abnout stuff…

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                    3 days ago

                    i’m not even trying to hide anything, though 😭 at the appointment, i literally just completely tuned out for most of it because i was just thinking about how i was going to kill myself when i got home… lmaooooo