• If I transition openly -> Abuse until Detransition
  • If I transition secretly -> Abuse just later on
  • If I leave my family -> Family suicide
  • if I repress -> 50 years of suffering
  • if I do conversion therapy -> suicide
  • if I kill myself now -> Family suicide
  • If I let them die -> suicide by guilt

This kind of situation cannot be solved…

The only option would be for my family to suddenly accept me being trans… which won’t ever happen.

And to all of you who say my family won’t kill themselves… they’ve already de facto did attempt to just waste away and die when I first ran away…

There is no solution… there is no hope…

  • rank1bedrotter
    3·
    3 days ago

    They clearly are tho. If they’re not respecting you and threatening suicide to “keep you in line” or whatever they’re literally doing it out of malice

    • four_walls_of_love
      3·
      3 days ago

      yea i cant see any way that isn’t malicious

      im troon “ok imma off myself” jk “ok i change my mind”

      like girl come tf on theyre not your friends

      • DysphoriaGirlOP
        1·
        3 days ago

        The thing is… with them there is no… “Jk”… they will do it…

        • four_walls_of_love
          1·
          3 days ago

          the jk is u

          im a troon- u

          imma merk myself-your fam

          jk-u

          i live- your fam

          kinda malicious, also if im not intruding what makes u think they will actually go full jones town if u run for the hills

          • DysphoriaGirlOP
            2·
            3 days ago

            Because when I once went away… my family collapsed into a depressive spiral, my mother started having night terrors, waking up screaming in the night, searching the streets for me, being in pain, stopped eating, lost 20kg, stopped leaving the bed, ended up suicidal… same thing for my father who ended up in the hospital from a heart attack due to stress and his deteriorating health due to the depression.

            So yeah… if I leave, they will die…

            • Basedandtrollpilled
              1·
              2 days ago

              Damn. You should find a way to make them accept without making them feel that they’re losing a son, or a child… That’s such a shitty situation, I’m so sorry.

              • DysphoriaGirlOP
                2·
                2 days ago

                I’m afraid I don’t know how to do that especially cause for them it’s a religious matter and therefore unchangable… especially for my father…

    • DysphoriaGirlOP
      1·
      3 days ago

      They are not threatening it… they are doing it the moment I leave again… also they are reacting like this out of severe desperation because they can’t deal with me not being there…