I hate the uncertainty. I hate that there’s a chance I’m transitioning because of some disgusting fetish or sexual desire. I hate that no matter how well I embody femininity, my brain might be irrevocably tainted by maleness. If I did some brain scan and it said I had a male brain I would probably kms :(
Sorry it makes me doom so much it just hurts to think about.
Okay but I could be larping a feminine soul how would anybody know? Maybe I just see other people that do have feminine souls and copy what they do but it’s not natural for me cause I have a moid soul
this is so much mental gymnastics girl stop😭
Ok I’m sorry :c