Once when I was on a camp for the summer there was a boy there that was openly gay, which was uncommon for back then, and he was very into me and tried forcing his way onto my mattress while I was sleeping and stuff. I was also voted as the cutest girl in the class by the other boys, probably as a joke. On a couple occasions an older boy also tried to pick me up to go with him on his moped or play with him, and also when doing group singing I was pushed by two other boys and forced to go sing with the girls instead of the boys.

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    male socialisation or something something idk im sorry it was like this, sounds horrid

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      I know, I wouldn’t have become a confused tranner if they had just left me alone. I have more stories I could tell.

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          It’s not that serious now, but sometimes I genuinely wonder if I’d be trans if I hadn’t grown up in the kind of environment I did

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            Good question veryyy hard to know what it would be likeeee

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              Is it faketrans if I’m trans because of trauma and not because I was just born like that?