You’d just be a twink with massive shoulders and cone tits then, it’s not the upgrade you think it is

I just look like a 3rd sex freak when I do

They’re just at an awkward size where I can never wear t-shirts and they’re kinda visible from under sweatshirts, but still could probably be pretty easily covered with a binder or smth

No you shouldn’t, we are not the same

Not in and of themselves, but I think I would cringe if I had to correct someone on my pronouns. I assume that would happen more often with they/them than with he or she.

Okay I kinda get it, I feel disappointed in myself when I notice that I feel attracted to a woman.

What are bisexual brainworms like? Just the stuff related to being attracted to women?

I started developing a lot of gender dysphoria when I was like 12 or something. I hated the changes that were starting to happen to me, I feel like they destroyed my body and put me in a different social category from the girls I used to be friends with. I also hated the hen-pecking, fighting and ego obsession that came with being a guy. I also didn’t like and still don’t like some of the effects of testosterone, like the body hair and the rougher skin, having a defined jaw, being tall and having wide shoulders. I think now I’d be okay with my face and being tall if I was going to detroon.

Growing up with zero positive male role models probably didn’t help either, so I learned to associate maleness as something gross and bad. The guys in my life mostly just made me think “well I definitely don’t want to be that”, while a lot of the girls and women around me when I was growing up were genuinely really cool and I looked up to them a lot.

This is how I see it now, but for all the years I spent wishing I would wake up as a girl some day were all very real though.

I think when I finally transitioned I mostly did it because I hoped it would cure my dysphoria and make my brain calm down, and it did for a while until I was faced with having to actually try and live as a woman.

I dislike the fact that I have both, I would rather have one of another and it feels easier to go back to being a man. I think my quality of life was the highest when I was like 6-12 months into HRT and boymoding.

I guess I don’t really want to be wide in general. I don’t really know what I want to look like, I guess I just want to look semi-attractive and normal.

I think I care more about being perceived as normal socially than I care about being a woman, and I think large parts of my dysphoria these days are related to being uncomfortable with gendered expectations in general and not specifically related to being misgendered and whatnot.

When I look in the mirror I see broad shoulders, but I also see skinny arms and wide feminine hips, and I just think I look like a weird pudgy freak. If I detrooned and put effort into working out and skincare even after detrooning, I’m sure I would be really handsome. I don’t even care about that in the sense of finding someone to date, I just want to be confident in my self and my body, and it feels impossible as a tranny.

It’s not real omfg

Please don’t do that :(

You should probably just listen to them and stop being on “that forum” all the time and chill in the backyard instead or something

They have one less problem, but I agree it’s a little silly

Noo, you’re too good for this website actually

That’s okay, I’ll just try to keep my thoughts to myself and hang out with people I actually like. It shouldn’t be so complicated.

I mean that trans men generally are more able to integrate into normal society and behave in a way that doesn’t make me cringe. They’re not pink blob creatures, they pass pretty well because testosterone actually does something unlike estrogen

I’m also genuinely transmisogynistic and think that on average doods mog troons

Yes, but perhaps that says more about me than about them. But yes.