Sort of gravitated towards Reddit again. Now I got banned once more. This time for giving advice to a poster to shit in her cister’s morning porridge. Can’t take a bloody joke, that automod. Flagged as a bio-terrorist or something now. :D
Has this devolved into a meaningless circlejerk or what?
groupchat for mentally ill troons
I’m probably too old. Maybe I could be a motherly figure for all these mentally ill troons here. The Honmother - Matriarch of the Brood.
There’s a few of us on the older side trying to give some kind words, but it doesn’t seem like a lot of people, it can be kind of challenging to see so much of the youthful dooming
Yeah, that has always been hard to watch and made me use less and less /tttt/ spaces in general. Like, come on. I mean, dysphoria is a bitch but at least you’re not soon middle aged and just now trooning. Go live.
That’s the rub tho, like I know for myself starting at 37, I am fortunate to have what I have, I can imagine the lives that are worse. But I can never feel the gap between where they sit and where they’d like to be. It doesn’t make me feel any closer to where I’d like to be. The gap is the gap, and it produces dysphoria. So I’m able to even feel for the gigayoungshits who did hrt at 11 or whatever absurdity. Because I know that the gap they feel with their cisgender peers is still so tremendous.
So I get why they’re here and not out there living their lives. But even if you can reach that level of compassion and generous reading, it’s still so sad to see all the verbal self harm and physical self harm and all of the terrible beliefs that have come from this evil world recruiting trannies to be the warden in their own mental prison. Everyone deserves to feel so much better and it’s all just so sad
Yeah, it’s understandable tbh. The discrepancy, the incongruence, the otherness. All heavy burdens to bear by their own right and then you’re also hated by everyone and boom, that’s nice. I wish I could help people but I can’t. I’m too broken myself.
I don’t think you should have to bear that responsibility of helping others, you’re hurting too. You should get to just have whatever healing comes from being with being in a place where you don’t have to hide the feelings that get viewed in so many trans communities as an ugliness that needs to be hidden, you should get to be seen and recognized as all of yourself. Honestly just doing that can do some good, even if it isn’t the direct intention.
Like I have irl tranny friends and such. An active social life, socially mostly transitioned despite being a gigahon and soon I’ll get my legal name and gender marker fixed too. But still there’s this fucking black void inside me that none of my friends understand. They’re just happy living as themselves now and I mask my misery to not get dumped out of the friend group. So /tttt/ spaces are a pretty natural outlet for me too. Thanks for being kind.
That’s a fire name for a tranny metal band or some shit
everyone who is not a man is REALLY convinced they are men in here lately. a bit disconcerting circlejerk
