especially after transistion/during transistion or when you can afford to do more stuff. i dont know why we as human beings lose our minds in our twenties its like a second puberty, and then its worse for us on top of going through a second tranny puberty. hormones going mental

i catch myself lamenting my teenagerhood sometimes like what the fuck am i TALKING about im almost thirty who cares about that shit? i want to cast that shadow off my back. jesus mary and judas i still feel like im struggling to grow up and become a ‘real’ adult sometimes. when im thirty-five and fully transistioned this will all be a distant memory.

  • rank1bedrotter
    6·
    2 days ago

    Me when a bunch of mentally ill and traumatised ppl on higher hormone levels than cis teens act hormonal

  • blacktarheroine
    3·
    2 days ago

    I mean, I really don’t. I complain, but it’s just to pass the time a lot. I imagine though the lacking of a guaranteed way to actually be who you are inside does kinda force you to think about it. Especially trans women who have a harder time passing and have far less of that guarantee. That, and the whole being a tranny thing is usually pretty damaging. Nobody really lets go of trauma easy.

    • SemoyonOP
      2·
      1 day ago

      well yeah, i agree with all thisnyoure saying. i dont think itll ever be easy, especially not for trans women, especially not for trans women who are disabled, unwell, of color, etc. but i just, rarely i see trans people much older than myself and damn if they dont seem much happier and more content. its reassuring but also im envious. i want that for all of us in here on this website.

  • ScrimboGalaxy
    2·
    1 day ago

    yeah my ass is 27

    I’ve got nowhere else to be and nothing to do since I’m a neet

    though im not THAT active around here I guess

  • RabbitHoleGirly
    2·
    2 days ago

    This is my hope to be done with this by my late 20’s like I’m 22, and I know at 27, I’ll look back at how stupid I was… hopefully while getting railed out of my mind… but still… Jesus Christ is dysphoria making me sexually frustrated…

    • SemoyonOP
      1·
      1 day ago

      yeah exactly exactlyyy haha fuck. your twenties are all about shame, hubris, and coping. rocking all the way downhill on one skate only

      • DirelyWolf4687
        2·
        1 day ago

        Still feels horrible. I need to learn to sit with unresolved feelings and situations. I have too many regrets.

    • SemoyonOP
      2·
      1 day ago

      orz you get a pity badge shaped like a vhs tape