especially after transistion/during transistion or when you can afford to do more stuff. i dont know why we as human beings lose our minds in our twenties its like a second puberty, and then its worse for us on top of going through a second tranny puberty. hormones going mental

i catch myself lamenting my teenagerhood sometimes like what the fuck am i TALKING about im almost thirty who cares about that shit? i want to cast that shadow off my back. jesus mary and judas i still feel like im struggling to grow up and become a ‘real’ adult sometimes. when im thirty-five and fully transistioned this will all be a distant memory.