Like I mean seriously… I fucking hate myself that I didn’t know early and will never accept myself as trans or transition because of that. I used to be an extremely religiously zealous and anti-lgbtq chud and nobody here seems to have had the same experience cause you all seemingly were already gay little faggots or troons at 16y old and simply were to dumb or didn’t know about DIY back then. But me?

No, I was straight. I was cis. Then it all broke apart. Isn’t there anybody who has a similar experience and knows how that feels and has the same doubts due to not knowing they were trans at an early age and that used to be like extremely transphobic!

I can’t be the only one… I’m so lonely and hurt

  • imokik
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    16 days ago

    To be clear: just because the realization is caused by a stress response (with the internal logic being along the lines of “oh my God this fucking sucks I wish I was a girl because then this wouldn’t suck so bad”) does not mean that you’ll be able to rep effectively

    Becoming a girl being a coping mechanism for stress means that being a girl is less stressful for you than being a guy and it’s something you want even if you were able to deal with not having that thing you want beforehand

    • RepressorBoyOP
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      16 days ago

      Thar is kinda retarded… transition is the most stressful thng ever… yeah it can be an escapist fantasy but actually doing it has to be motivated from something more robust in my opinion… it really feels more like you are just projecting

    • kutbuitenlander
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      16 days ago

      my life as a man was objectivelly great in all aspects, good body, good job, respect, partners. I repped for years by blaming my dysphoria on external factors and then proceding to try to fix those factors. Yet it followed me everywhere like a shadow while I clinged harder and harder to male social roles. Being a woman was not an escape, masculinity was.

      I had build the perfect life as a man and no stone was left unturned. I couldn’t blame my feelings on lacking X, Y or Z anymore I had to accept the reality of my condition.

      Being trans is literally the same thing as being gay just on different brain areas. They’re born with cross sex anatomy on areas of the brain responsible for attraction and you’re born with cross sex anatomy on areas of the brain responsible for self identification which causes dimorphic anatomic traits to feel like deformities.