Like I mean seriously… I fucking hate myself that I didn’t know early and will never accept myself as trans or transition because of that. I used to be an extremely religiously zealous and anti-lgbtq chud and nobody here seems to have had the same experience cause you all seemingly were already gay little faggots or troons at 16y old and simply were to dumb or didn’t know about DIY back then. But me?
No, I was straight. I was cis. Then it all broke apart. Isn’t there anybody who has a similar experience and knows how that feels and has the same doubts due to not knowing they were trans at an early age and that used to be like extremely transphobic!
I can’t be the only one… I’m so lonely and hurt
my life as a man was objectivelly great in all aspects, good body, good job, respect, partners. I repped for years by blaming my dysphoria on external factors and then proceding to try to fix those factors. Yet it followed me everywhere like a shadow while I clinged harder and harder to male social roles. Being a woman was not an escape, masculinity was.
I had build the perfect life as a man and no stone was left unturned. I couldn’t blame my feelings on lacking X, Y or Z anymore I had to accept the reality of my condition.
Being trans is literally the same thing as being gay just on different brain areas. They’re born with cross sex anatomy on areas of the brain responsible for attraction and you’re born with cross sex anatomy on areas of the brain responsible for self identification which causes dimorphic anatomic traits to feel like deformities.