Like I mean seriously… I fucking hate myself that I didn’t know early and will never accept myself as trans or transition because of that. I used to be an extremely religiously zealous and anti-lgbtq chud and nobody here seems to have had the same experience cause you all seemingly were already gay little faggots or troons at 16y old and simply were to dumb or didn’t know about DIY back then. But me?
No, I was straight. I was cis. Then it all broke apart. Isn’t there anybody who has a similar experience and knows how that feels and has the same doubts due to not knowing they were trans at an early age and that used to be like extremely transphobic!
I can’t be the only one… I’m so lonely and hurt
My femboy phase was mostly mental either way, it was more of a reflection of myself. I only cross dressed a couple of times in my room, and started to grow my hair out. I became more comfortable with being feminine and started to desire femininity. I femboycoped, not femboyphased, my environment wouldn’t let me. I remember asking myself if I’m trans or just a femboy and I went with the second option due to my male socialization.