I started a few months before 17, I never had the childhood I wanted, I haven’t socially transitioned due to fear and not being able to pass. I am pretty sure I have trauma and my depression used to be so bad Id spend months in bed (still kinda do bc I rarely leave my bed if I’m not at school) I understand feeling jealous but I feel like it wouldn’t be that different if I started at 18, I’m still an ugly andro looking man with fag voice. I don’t like my life and I dont enjoy it
Yeah like I completely get this and as someone who started at 37 I tend to think everyone is being ridiculous and unfair in these sorts of things. You have every right to your misery, and you have not had it easy. But people really do not seem to be good at avoiding torturing themselves with this stuff, so I kinda get it when they put the blinders on. But it would be better if this could be different.
I started a few months before 17, I never had the childhood I wanted, I haven’t socially transitioned due to fear and not being able to pass. I am pretty sure I have trauma and my depression used to be so bad Id spend months in bed (still kinda do bc I rarely leave my bed if I’m not at school) I understand feeling jealous but I feel like it wouldn’t be that different if I started at 18, I’m still an ugly andro looking man with fag voice. I don’t like my life and I dont enjoy it
Yeah like I completely get this and as someone who started at 37 I tend to think everyone is being ridiculous and unfair in these sorts of things. You have every right to your misery, and you have not had it easy. But people really do not seem to be good at avoiding torturing themselves with this stuff, so I kinda get it when they put the blinders on. But it would be better if this could be different.
blocked, never speak to me again