they can rot in hell for all i care

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      they got to live the life that i was supposed to and are superior to me in every regard. i don’t need to talk to someone that is fundamentally unable to understand the literal hell that i had to go through to reach this point, and in general they tend to be really shitty people

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    real. i had to leave a discord when i realized basically everyone else in was a youngshit who thought i was ugly :/

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        Yeah that can be tough, seems like a fair place to call it. Though I’d still say most all of them have a lot of capacity to suffer and still probably saw unwanted development in the wrong direction. But you gotta protect your peace

        • ꪀׁׅᨵׁׅꫀׁׅܻᥣᥣׁׅ֪ꫀ🌸Banned
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          I started a few months before 17, I never had the childhood I wanted, I haven’t socially transitioned due to fear and not being able to pass. I am pretty sure I have trauma and my depression used to be so bad Id spend months in bed (still kinda do bc I rarely leave my bed if I’m not at school) I understand feeling jealous but I feel like it wouldn’t be that different if I started at 18, I’m still an ugly andro looking man with fag voice. I don’t like my life and I dont enjoy it

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            Yeah like I completely get this and as someone who started at 37 I tend to think everyone is being ridiculous and unfair in these sorts of things. You have every right to your misery, and you have not had it easy. But people really do not seem to be good at avoiding torturing themselves with this stuff, so I kinda get it when they put the blinders on. But it would be better if this could be different.

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          oh but i don’t care, they had parents or at least someone who was able to support them and love them and guide them through it

          meanwhile i had to endure homelessness abuse addiction and god fucking knows what