Earliest sign of being a tranny was around 18/19 😮💨😮💨 i had body dysmphoria (is it dysmorphia if youre actually ugly? Whatevs 😮💨) but not dysphoria My family/surroundings where very trannyphobic and homophobic. My first interactions with transness was ‘woke this and that gets OWNED’ and the gamestop lady who was crashing out 😮💨😮💨 Then i wanted to be a femboy bc of anime probably, and then i realised what being trans and hrt actually is 😮💨 its so over gals😮💨😮💨😮💨 This post is for the 20yo+ self induced rogd lurkers with no representation like myself 🎀 Lol
Quite relatable, i remember seeing this post. However, you still had wishes of being a girl and such in childhood. I dont remember even having that. I was literally indistinguishable from other boys, other than that i was quite sensitive and maybe wearing my moms heels (but like, i feel like a lot of kids just do that for fun). Like i had no teenage dysphoria that i can recall, just a lot of depression and stuff. Did you ever get reverse dysphoria?
I tried to just get a beard because I hated my face but feeling to feminine to be a man no, i feel grossed out by male appearance lol
And same but mostly my own maleness, it feels very ew. I wish someone would tell me what to do, i dont know if i could explain this to my parents and such, probably the main thing stopping me from trooning out