Earliest sign of being a tranny was around 18/19 😮‍💨😮‍💨 i had body dysmphoria (is it dysmorphia if youre actually ugly? Whatevs 😮‍💨) but not dysphoria My family/surroundings where very trannyphobic and homophobic. My first interactions with transness was ‘woke this and that gets OWNED’ and the gamestop lady who was crashing out 😮‍💨😮‍💨 Then i wanted to be a femboy bc of anime probably, and then i realised what being trans and hrt actually is 😮‍💨 its so over gals😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 This post is for the 20yo+ self induced rogd lurkers with no representation like myself 🎀 Lol

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    girl here would claim that they’re fake trans because they troon out in the 20s, meanwhile the most honfident rapehon theymab will say they’re the transiest trans while quitting on HRT to shoot more ropes lol

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      Its more about when i got my dysphoria. Even if you troon out at 50, youre still more trutrans than me if you had dysphoria since you were 15 or something. Also lol

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          Quite relatable, i remember seeing this post. However, you still had wishes of being a girl and such in childhood. I dont remember even having that. I was literally indistinguishable from other boys, other than that i was quite sensitive and maybe wearing my moms heels (but like, i feel like a lot of kids just do that for fun). Like i had no teenage dysphoria that i can recall, just a lot of depression and stuff. Did you ever get reverse dysphoria?

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            I tried to just get a beard because I hated my face but feeling to feminine to be a man no, i feel grossed out by male appearance lol

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              And same but mostly my own maleness, it feels very ew. I wish someone would tell me what to do, i dont know if i could explain this to my parents and such, probably the main thing stopping me from trooning out