“Ugh I wish I was white.” “Ugh I hate my 4c hair I should perm it.” “What’s the matter with the joke I’m not white and I thought it was funny?” “Idk I just prefer dating white people.”
ANCESTORS FOUGHT FOR HUNDREDS OF YEARS FOR EQUAL RIGHTS JUST FOR YOU TO BEG FOR ATTENTION AND VALIDATION FROM WHITE PEOPLE LIKE A DOG! GET HELP!!! NOW!!!
I for some reason cant even think that girls and boys of my ethnicity are pretty… I have always hated my skin color and always felt like my people are “thugghish” and just internalized a lot of racism… but I dont know what to do… I wish I could be pretty like white people and I hate the fact that I have such ethnic features… I just feel so ugly for being arab
Arabs are thuggish? What do you think of black people? 😰
Sadly the first black people I ever knew in life abused me, which is why for example I have a resistance to being attracted to black man… I just cant… I feel scared of black man specifically and feell uncomfortable… I can acknowledge them being pretty and very nice people… later in life I met very nice black people… but idk I think life just made me sadly a good candidate for racism but I have for years now steadily worked on combating that in myself when it comes to black people… so yeah my mind might say “African-Americans are also thuggish” but I know that this is simply bullshit and that not everybody is “hood” but idk… with arabs here where I am from, most guys I have known (also cant be attracted to arab men) are just asshole macho hyper-masculine guys and just yk… lower education and speech and issues and idk… I just… yeah… I really really should read Fanon and work on my shit.
Yes you should lol. At least you know.
Though I sorn necessarily blame you for your view of men though white men aren’t better than any minority man.