Sadly the first black people I ever knew in life abused me, which is why for example I have a resistance to being attracted to black man… I just cant… I feel scared of black man specifically and feell uncomfortable… I can acknowledge them being pretty and very nice people… later in life I met very nice black people… but idk I think life just made me sadly a good candidate for racism but I have for years now steadily worked on combating that in myself when it comes to black people… so yeah my mind might say “African-Americans are also thuggish” but I know that this is simply bullshit and that not everybody is “hood” but idk… with arabs here where I am from, most guys I have known (also cant be attracted to arab men) are just asshole macho hyper-masculine guys and just yk… lower education and speech and issues and idk… I just… yeah… I really really should read Fanon and work on my shit.