When I was 22 years old I decided to myself that I was going to transition. I even started doing some workouts to try and feminize my body — yes, “trap mode aesthetics”. But after a while it became clear that I was never going to be a woman and I just gradually went back to repping. That was 13 years ago. I didn’t know what HRT was. Now I’m 35. Now I’m fat. Now I’ve got a family and a career. My life on paper is great. But very often I think back and wonder what my life could have been if I had just started honmoding all those years ago.

  • RepressorBoy
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    1 month ago

    Was it worth it… I mean you are here ruminating about these things but you could also leave… you have a wife and children that probably love you, an income, a career and in a sense you made it… arent you happy at all with your life… dont you love your wife and children… do you think you can make repress for them… idk… what was the reason for wanting to transition… do you have agp… did you know early as a teen… what is your story?

    And was it worth it… even in the slightest :(

  • olivia :)
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    1 month ago

    you’re repping currently? i’m sorry though ☹️