The problem is that when you’re repping, it doesn’t feel like anything is yours. Hearing someone say “I love you” while they stare at a face that doesn’t feel like your own, it’s wrong, it’s not you, it can feel kind of good though, because of the eye contact. But there’s something bad in it too, and it grows.
That’s because you have a negative self image. You looked good in your fit and you have multiple good voices that you can do, but you still talk so badly about yourself. I know that this struggle is so difficult, but you will make progress. It will be different later.
But this is my face… I am not happy with it… but I have to own it… have to say that this is my face and recognize it when I look in the mirror… even if I feel like it is all wrong :(
But it’s not the life you want. It will always feel like love that’s meant for someone else, it never fully penetrates into your soul, and you feel it grow more distance every time it’s uttered.
The problem is that when you’re repping, it doesn’t feel like anything is yours. Hearing someone say “I love you” while they stare at a face that doesn’t feel like your own, it’s wrong, it’s not you, it can feel kind of good though, because of the eye contact. But there’s something bad in it too, and it grows.
tbf I still feel that way even after 2 years of E
That’s because you have a negative self image. You looked good in your fit and you have multiple good voices that you can do, but you still talk so badly about yourself. I know that this struggle is so difficult, but you will make progress. It will be different later.
you haven’t seen my face I presume
No I’m not in any of the selfie subs, but I’ve seen lots of situations like this and I never see any real reason for the doom
me neither… I’m not on the selfie subs cause reddit banned me forever and still bans every account of mine if I’m not too careful with ips. ouch
But this is my face… I am not happy with it… but I have to own it… have to say that this is my face and recognize it when I look in the mirror… even if I feel like it is all wrong :(
But it’s not the life you want. It will always feel like love that’s meant for someone else, it never fully penetrates into your soul, and you feel it grow more distance every time it’s uttered.
Better to at least have some love as a repper than no love as a hon