I had early onset agp and then it went away and I teleported to 20 years old. Then I got dysphoria pretty much out of nowhere by getting into 4t4 and got hrt within 3 months. I chose to start hrt instead of repping because I just kept staring at r/transtimelines for hours every day and just imagined that could be me. I feel like people kinda hyped up hrt a lot, and I developed this kind of delusional belief that hrt would transform me into a woman and I would make it. Now that I’m on it the realization that it isn’t going to magically make me a woman hurts. Sometimes I yearn to forget all this and go back to being a man because trooning out will be suffering. The urge to give up and actually rep (kinda like what you’re doing) is growing every day. I’m just hanging onto a little hope that it will actually have changes (I’m 11 weeks hrt as of today).
I had early onset agp and then it went away and I teleported to 20 years old. Then I got dysphoria pretty much out of nowhere by getting into 4t4 and got hrt within 3 months. I chose to start hrt instead of repping because I just kept staring at r/transtimelines for hours every day and just imagined that could be me. I feel like people kinda hyped up hrt a lot, and I developed this kind of delusional belief that hrt would transform me into a woman and I would make it. Now that I’m on it the realization that it isn’t going to magically make me a woman hurts. Sometimes I yearn to forget all this and go back to being a man because trooning out will be suffering. The urge to give up and actually rep (kinda like what you’re doing) is growing every day. I’m just hanging onto a little hope that it will actually have changes (I’m 11 weeks hrt as of today).
“early onset agp”
Wdym, you can go look at my faketrans post the last one I did, I had agp
idrc
It’s just a word I use to describe how my dysphoria manifested, I don’t fully subscribe to blanchardism.
“faketrans” whatever if thats the only thing preventing you from transition i genuinely hate you imagine having the ability to transition
I’m sorry :(
(its fine dw)
ill only forgive you if you stay on hrt forever>:( forever!!
I don’t plan on quitting, but honmoding is scary because I’m so male-looking, I will probably hrtrep for a long time
went back and looked at it you people are morons transition holy shit i hate you people. blanchard wanted agps to transition anyway
I’m hrtrepping
ok good