I’m just choder. And even then a name cannot name what cannot be named, that which has no word. What is said in “choder” is not the meaning, and what is meant cannot be said type shihhh.
Let’s see how long this cope lasts. I give it like 6 months max.
I’ve been kinda busy and struggled to find the time or mental energy to give your response the time and energy I feel it deserves, but I do want to make it clear that I read it all through several times and I appreciate you sharing all your experiences with me as you have, seriously. Our points of being able to relate to eachother can feel kinda uncanny to me sometimes. You remind me of my bestie in a lot of ways, who reminds me of myself of course. I feel less alone in everything that I post knowing your eyes might grace it.
I hope we can both find our freedom… and quite frankly truNB stuff doesn’t mean a lot to me either. Everybody has their own idea about what makes a troon a troon, you may be made of a lot of the same stuff as binary troons, but it doesn’t mean you are… and it doesn’t make your hatred of gender and your feling of being outside of it any less of what it is. Things might be less or more complicated than you’re making it out to be… at the end of the day it’s all about utilizing language well enough to get the help you know you need, far more than it’s all about arriving at some truth… and I think you get that, and I think that’s great :) if you relate to enby experiences it’s chill regardless of whether you “actually” are one. It’s enough to me that it’s not all alien to you, which is more what I’m used to
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