I’m not even on a hondose and 7mg of EEn weekly isn’t enough to kill it, I still have a need to get off and sometimes I fall for that need. I immediately want to kms afterwards.

I’m faketrans for masturbating. I’m just an perverted fetishistic moid. It’s truly over unless I get an orchi immediately.

Fuck my stupid faketranny life im ngmi

  • DysphoriaGirl
    1·
    6 days ago

    I deserve to kill myself because of how horrific I’ve been when it comes to sexuality…

    • qz14
      2·
      6 days ago

      i hope not :(( i’m sure its ok

      • DysphoriaGirl
        2·
        6 days ago

        Ahahahahahahaha addiction since I’m 12… my idea of sex is permanently fucked up cause I didn’t even have a chance at normal development…

        • qz14
          2·
          6 days ago

          what like porn and stuff? It’s rlly disgusting to talk about but surely that isn’t uncommon?? idk that happened to me too and it really fucked me up too but i’ve always kinda thought this happens to tons of people now

          • DysphoriaGirl
            2·
            6 days ago

            It all fucked me up so much I wished I could cut of my genitals at 14 years of age and bleed to death because it felt like my body was raping me

            • qz14
              2·
              6 days ago

              yeah same ngl i don’t think i can fully process it yet because it randomly switches from me being utterly horrified by it to feeling nothing to enjoying it in some sick way

                • qz14
                  2·
                  6 days ago

                  yeah it’s probably one of the scariest thing i experience because i truly do not have any control