I’m not even on a hondose and 7mg of EEn weekly isn’t enough to kill it, I still have a need to get off and sometimes I fall for that need. I immediately want to kms afterwards.

I’m faketrans for masturbating. I’m just an perverted fetishistic moid. It’s truly over unless I get an orchi immediately.

Fuck my stupid faketranny life im ngmi

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    yeah same it’s a completely disgusting nightmarish demonic force raping me

    t. randomly hypersexual with no control over myself

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      I deserve to kill myself because of how horrific I’ve been when it comes to sexuality…

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        i hope not :(( i’m sure its ok

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          Ahahahahahahaha addiction since I’m 12… my idea of sex is permanently fucked up cause I didn’t even have a chance at normal development…

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            what like porn and stuff? It’s rlly disgusting to talk about but surely that isn’t uncommon?? idk that happened to me too and it really fucked me up too but i’ve always kinda thought this happens to tons of people now

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              It all fucked me up so much I wished I could cut of my genitals at 14 years of age and bleed to death because it felt like my body was raping me

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                yeah same ngl i don’t think i can fully process it yet because it randomly switches from me being utterly horrified by it to feeling nothing to enjoying it in some sick way

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    Samenvke I fucking hate myself

    Why do I feel the need to subject people to these disgusting desires

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      The more time goes by the more I want an orchi, I need total sex drive death so I never touch myself until SRS

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        Trvke

        Sometimes I wonder if orchi would even help me tho. Just gonna wait til srs cause it prolly wouldn’t

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    I hate wanting sex when i have moid organs i want my fucking rapestick gone but this torture doesnt want to end