Seriously… I’m just too tired to even think about… or worse even worry about it because worrying is all that I seem to be able to do… if I am being honest. Feels like I am just not gonna make it… ugh… (also my hips are making me so dysphoric)
Repping was way more exhauating than transition has been, do with that what you will
It doesn’t seem like it… I think about all the things I have to do and it eats me inside… it’s a mountain and I don’t even have legs or arms to climb and so I crawl and still get nowhere
hey girl, just… take the pills. Seriously. Do hrt then think about how to transition later. Just being on hrt allows you to live with a better mental to figure things out.
I really really hope it will help me
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I cant read this properly to be honest… but yeah
my Bad . Pretend, irts a Riddle .
Okay hahahaha
malefailing is supposed to give you energy to continue advancing your transition
Yeah but I’ll never malefail ever… never did. Never will. Won’t ever happen. I’m too uggo masculine for that to ever happen
Your fears are not clairvoyance , you cannot know the future, so focus on improving your present day
Yeah… probably trvth
yeah i feel that :( 🫂
Literally all you have to do for now is to grow your hair out and inject HRT.
My hair is already shit… I’ll probably cut it all off… and then I’ll let it grow when I am on E but for now I just… I hate everything right now so much and I just feel utterly exhausted
Unless it is damaged don’t cut it. It’ll only slow you down. It seems like cutting is a good option, but it is not
It’s all frizz and dry and chaotic and ugh… yeah… also I’ll have to cut it of because of my family and that weeding anyway…
Oh sucks. I wonder if I’ll have to get a haircut for my birthday… I’m not planning myself to celebrate it tho
You deserve to celebrate it tho <3
But why should I be happy for being older. I only have 2 friends I could invite.
Idk… you deserve to celebrate your existence or something like that
You know what I will tell you, right?
I know… I just don’t even feel like I could crawl towards an estroten pill if I wanted to. I can’t wait any longer yet can’t do shit. I am going insane! I hate that I have to wait
yea unfortunately real
but it is battle of dysphoria vs an attempt a peace
and i know if u rep dysphoria will get me again
Yeah… true obviously… maybe… idk 😮💨
