i can’t stop ruminating on this it’s really bad i hate it i don’t want anyone to know and i dont know how im supposed to get help

  • noneday
    3·
    13 hours ago

    The last thing a tiktok larper would do is worry about being a larper. You couldn’t be farther from a larper, you have a real issue that’s distressing you And you’re not bragging about it being cool or anything

    • qz14OP
      1·
      13 hours ago

      part of me weirdly wants it to be true (and not just like, adhd or something) which makes me worry im making this all up but i also really don’t want it to be true

      • noneday
        2·
        13 hours ago

        I get where you’re coming from, we want things like this to be true because it’ll validate your suffering, you know that desire is “wrong” but that doesn’t get rid of it. Try to hold both in your mind at once allowing the conflicting feelings to exist, don’t try to reason your way around it because you can’t, you’ll just keep ruminating

        • qz14OP
          1·
          13 hours ago

          yeah im just a larper tbh lol except idk

          • noneday
            2·
            13 hours ago

            no, I’ll never agree with that cause you’re very clearly not a larper. Sorry :(

            • qz14OP
              1·
              13 hours ago

              i will go to therapy and they will be like

              ohhhh this bitch knows about dissociation and read about it therefore she is basically a tiktok theyfab with 10000 different DSMP characters in their head and must b e treated like a stupid child