From 12-22 technically it was at 21 for four months with a diy vial I had gotten a week after my birthday but I don’t count those four months because the vial broke which led to like a five month off period, which led into four months on into a two month stoppage back onto seven months now with no plans to stop.(attempted the last time they pressured me financially into not taking it.)

Really wish I had called everybody’s bluff and ignored the mocking and laughter back then and tried to find a way to diy it. I Really think my piece of shit Dad was bluffing about murdering me and then my siblings over it. Gay son? Okay. Gay becoming straight tranny daughter? Very bad >:( !

Also the fuck ass psychiatrist who ignored me at 19 when I said gender dysphoria was my biggest reason for attempting. Only putting it in the notes right next to “extremely at risk of falling through the system” fuck her too.

    • LobotomyCandidateOP
      2·
      4 days ago

      TDD, all I got out of it was a OCD, CPTSD, and Acute Transient Psychosis diagnosis from her. “Because those are your most pressing immediate issues.” Like okay you try not to experience random short psychotic episodes and attempts when you can’t sleep because your body feels like it’s killing your soul.

  • deafsky
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    3 days ago

    i’m so fucking sry… every single tranny suicide is a murder… i hope that you are at least a little better now :(

      • deafsky
        1·
        3 days ago

        that’s genuinely so inspiring to hear :’) i’m also still here despite everything, i feel like that must mean smth…