From 12-22 technically it was at 21 for four months with a diy vial I had gotten a week after my birthday but I don’t count those four months because the vial broke which led to like a five month off period, which led into four months on into a two month stoppage back onto seven months now with no plans to stop.(attempted the last time they pressured me financially into not taking it.)

Really wish I had called everybody’s bluff and ignored the mocking and laughter back then and tried to find a way to diy it. I Really think my piece of shit Dad was bluffing about murdering me and then my siblings over it. Gay son? Okay. Gay becoming straight tranny daughter? Very bad >:( !

Also the fuck ass psychiatrist who ignored me at 19 when I said gender dysphoria was my biggest reason for attempting. Only putting it in the notes right next to “extremely at risk of falling through the system” fuck her too.

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    7 days ago

    i’m so fucking sry… every single tranny suicide is a murder… i hope that you are at least a little better now :(

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        7 days ago

        that’s genuinely so inspiring to hear :’) i’m also still here despite everything, i feel like that must mean smth…