I’m not talking about your first time experiencing dysphoria or anything related to unconscious repping. I mean, how old were you when you first had the thought, “holy shit, I might be trans…”

For me it was 2 months before my 21st birthday. Makes me feel a little faketrans that I didn’t have the thought earlier idk

  • null
    3·
    2 months ago
    1. But then again, the internet was ruthless towards enben at that time.
    • t. choder
      2·
      2 months ago

      Same and same. Actually doing anything about it felt impossible because the world hates us, so I kinda decided to rep forever, but a distinctly non-male sense of self and full-awareness of my dysphoria started to solidify around that age.