i get mogged by the “never passers” on here. ill never get surgery of any sort im doomed to be a mannish abomination for the rest of my days
It’ll be ok. I very much doubt you are a mannish abomination. Did someone say something or is it just the mirror?
i just see myself and look awful somedays i look fine i think but then im brought back to reality
Yah I understand. I still think its more likely you are letting yourself see the truth when you look better to yourself. Your brain as a self hating trans girl has a sorta intrinsic negative filter looking at yourself, so its very unlikely to be honfidence.
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Sophia, don’t say that. You’re no mannish abomination.
none of you have any clue what i look like
But you DID say you passed, right? I don’t ever mean to make assumptions or anything. But I know all too well that the mirror can feel distorted at times. I’m really sorry, Soph. I hope it passes. You’re a very kind and lovely woman. You deserve to feel comfort in your own skin.
youre such a good person i dont deserve any of these things you say about me you are so kind and wonderful
We’re here for you Soph. Please, show yourself the grace and kindness you show me. Even if it’s just a fraction.
youre so sweet im tearing up
You’re so, so kind to all of us. I wish the mirror was as kind to you. I promise, you passing isn’t just a delusion.
i dont know how a person can be this kind
the mirror is distorted for me the opposite way that it is for most people sometimes i am given the delusion that I pass when i obviously obviously do not
I don’t think you’re delusional, soph. I really do hope this passes. You’re no monster. I can’t do much, but I’m here if you want to talk with me.
i cant kill myself right now so you dont need to worry i just have to envision the rest of my life and its humiliating just looking like this forever ill never be able to afford any surgeries so i am truly just stuck in this horrible body for the rest of my life i wish i could kill myself because none of this will ever get better so killing myself is the obvious choice
It will absolutely get better, Soph. You’re not in a good state of mind. I know that pain very closely. I will always worry for you. I hope things change.
thank you so much youre so kind to me i do hope things get better but i just dont see it
