i get mogged by the “never passers” on here. ill never get surgery of any sort im doomed to be a mannish abomination for the rest of my days

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    7 days ago

    the mirror is distorted for me the opposite way that it is for most people sometimes i am given the delusion that I pass when i obviously obviously do not

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      7 days ago

      I don’t think you’re delusional, soph. I really do hope this passes. You’re no monster. I can’t do much, but I’m here if you want to talk with me.

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        7 days ago

        i cant kill myself right now so you dont need to worry i just have to envision the rest of my life and its humiliating just looking like this forever ill never be able to afford any surgeries so i am truly just stuck in this horrible body for the rest of my life i wish i could kill myself because none of this will ever get better so killing myself is the obvious choice

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          It will absolutely get better, Soph. You’re not in a good state of mind. I know that pain very closely. I will always worry for you. I hope things change.

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            thank you so much youre so kind to me i do hope things get better but i just dont see it