Yah I understand. I still think its more likely you are letting yourself see the truth when you look better to yourself. Your brain as a self hating trans girl has a sorta intrinsic negative filter looking at yourself, so its very unlikely to be honfidence.
It’ll be ok. I very much doubt you are a mannish abomination. Did someone say something or is it just the mirror?
i just see myself and look awful somedays i look fine i think but then im brought back to reality
Yah I understand. I still think its more likely you are letting yourself see the truth when you look better to yourself. Your brain as a self hating trans girl has a sorta intrinsic negative filter looking at yourself, so its very unlikely to be honfidence.