Only thing that feels real is bottom dysphoria and body/facial hair tbh everything else I feel like I might’ve been like socially conditioned into or whatever
Only thing that feels real is bottom dysphoria and body/facial hair tbh everything else I feel like I might’ve been like socially conditioned into or whatever
I mean yeah but like do I even want like tits or whatever or is it just me coping cause it’d be easier to get srs on estrogen
And then there’s the question of whether it’s just me being agp
You are likely not to be AGP. As even if AGP was a real thing you don’t have particular attraction to one sexual aspect. Also even so that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t have the means to transition.
The parts which are solid is that you have some dysphoria which is likely to improve with E
Wdym by this?
For further reference this is what I am referring to
I mean with the theory of AGP and transsexualism being a “fetish”.
I literally am AGP. Not saying being agp and trans is mutually exclusive, but I am the former for sure and only maybe the latter and if not then some nb thing.
The question is just whether I actually have dysphoria over particular features or not, cause I never really felt any dysphoria over, say, a flat chest past “I’m supposed to try to look like a woman (for aforementioned reasons) so I should want breasts” and the only positive feedback seems to just be agp.
Both of the above reasons basically leading to rogd over my chest (?)
Also how is e meant to improve bottom and body/facial hair dysphoria any more than a lone t blocker would
And so? Why shouldn’t you take the societal conditions to get the preferable outcomes for you. If the modification you want is restricted behind a particular presentation, but you know that it’ll benefit you go get it
Yeah but what if, say, having tits would make me dysphoric?
I don’t have any actual precedent for small chest dysphoria so it follows that there’s a possibility I could end up dysphoric over a large chest
I suppose it’s one of those things which you may have to take the risk (sadly). I also guess that if you do develop that then you can seek to undo it (if your country permits) in part or get a reduction.
I guess. Idk I guess I’m just contemplating whether I should like stop e but just stay on decapetyl or something. Maybe tone down on the brainworming. Idk
You shouldn’t stay on decapetyl only long term as it will result in bone health problems. Maybe consider taking a break from the brain worms 🪱 and think about the whole situation
My bone health went to shit on e anyways so I kinda doubt it’s helping tbh. I’m sure there’s other ways to help it anyways