Only thing that feels real is bottom dysphoria and body/facial hair tbh everything else I feel like I might’ve been like socially conditioned into or whatever

  • rank1bedrotterOP
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    7 days ago

    I literally am AGP. Not saying being agp and trans is mutually exclusive, but I am the former for sure and only maybe the latter and if not then some nb thing.

    The question is just whether I actually have dysphoria over particular features or not, cause I never really felt any dysphoria over, say, a flat chest past “I’m supposed to try to look like a woman (for aforementioned reasons) so I should want breasts” and the only positive feedback seems to just be agp.

    Both of the above reasons basically leading to rogd over my chest (?)

    Also how is e meant to improve bottom and body/facial hair dysphoria any more than a lone t blocker would

    • Professionalcat337
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      7 days ago

      And so? Why shouldn’t you take the societal conditions to get the preferable outcomes for you. If the modification you want is restricted behind a particular presentation, but you know that it’ll benefit you go get it

      • rank1bedrotterOP
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        7 days ago

        Yeah but what if, say, having tits would make me dysphoric?

        I don’t have any actual precedent for small chest dysphoria so it follows that there’s a possibility I could end up dysphoric over a large chest

        • Professionalcat337
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          7 days ago

          I suppose it’s one of those things which you may have to take the risk (sadly). I also guess that if you do develop that then you can seek to undo it (if your country permits) in part or get a reduction.

          • rank1bedrotterOP
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            7 days ago

            I guess. Idk I guess I’m just contemplating whether I should like stop e but just stay on decapetyl or something. Maybe tone down on the brainworming. Idk

            • Professionalcat337
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              7 days ago

              You shouldn’t stay on decapetyl only long term as it will result in bone health problems. Maybe consider taking a break from the brain worms 🪱 and think about the whole situation

              • rank1bedrotterOP
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                7 days ago

                My bone health went to shit on e anyways so I kinda doubt it’s helping tbh. I’m sure there’s other ways to help it anyways