like what am I doing with my life?? got to one of the better unis in my country and instead of socializing, searching for a job and living my “best years”, doing literally anything enjoyable, I doomscroll and bedrot all day, go to sleep at 2pm. I’m not even pursuing my hobbies, too busy searching for ropefuel. can’t even force myself to eat most days jfc. I larp as a smart compscihon and then proceed to write 10 lines of code a week. I literally do nothing at all while peers strive to improve. all that because I deluded myself into thinking I was supposed to be born a girl. I should really just rep and do better… how do I quit that I’m going insannneee

  • rank1bedrotter
    3·
    1 month ago

    Same tbh. I have no lectures or anything rn and I really should be studying but I’m just sortfagging instead

    • somewhatsaltyOP
      3·
      1 month ago

      I looove doing nothing, then speedrunning all the learning materials in a few days to not get kicked out only to then burn out because of that and not want to do anything ever again. never-ending cycle of life

      • rank1bedrotter
        3·
        1 month ago

        Gigatrvke this will be me in the couple weeks between teaching and finals

  • interestingplant
    2·
    1 month ago

    life doesn’t get better no matter what I do. You’re doing the best. There’s no better life. It doesn’t exist.

  • chimpmoder
    2·
    1 month ago

    in the same boat. literally one class away from graduation and i’m 3 weeks behind in it not doing the work. not doing anything else either. just rotting until i’m forced to lock in and get everything turned in

    • somewhatsaltyOP
      2·
      1 month ago

      I’ve visited classes like 4 times since the new year so I’ve got quite some work to do. I guess it’s about time I gotta start doing something… lock in twin I know it’s hard but we need to

      • chimpmoder
        2·
        1 month ago

        i’m really trying to lock the fuck in but it’s hard when the only motivation i can find to work on it is so i can tell my now-ex that i graduated :(

        telling myself i’ll get some work done this weekend

        good luck on getting back on track, you can do this

  • starpan
    1·
    1 month ago

    I feel that :<. It’s hard to get out of that head space, usually when I need to lock in to do something I try to find the will to take a shower and do a small chore I’ve been putting off for a while… It doesn’t make me as efficient as I wish to be, but at the least it breaks the constant dooming cycle