like what am I doing with my life?? got to one of the better unis in my country and instead of socializing, searching for a job and living my “best years”, doing literally anything enjoyable, I doomscroll and bedrot all day, go to sleep at 2pm. I’m not even pursuing my hobbies, too busy searching for ropefuel. can’t even force myself to eat most days jfc. I larp as a smart compscihon and then proceed to write 10 lines of code a week. I literally do nothing at all while peers strive to improve. all that because I deluded myself into thinking I was supposed to be born a girl. I should really just rep and do better… how do I quit that I’m going insannneee
I’ve visited classes like 4 times since the new year so I’ve got quite some work to do. I guess it’s about time I gotta start doing something… lock in twin I know it’s hard but we need to
i’m really trying to lock the fuck in but it’s hard when the only motivation i can find to work on it is so i can tell my now-ex that i graduated :(
telling myself i’ll get some work done this weekend
good luck on getting back on track, you can do this