I’m gonna prove to you all that I’m a subhuman AGP faketrans pervert who doesn’t deserve to transition…
Honeslty I would love for you all to make me kill myself after me confessing all this so that I never get the chance to become a rapehon OpticsSuperNuke…
Here’s my confession…
- Porn addiction starting with 11y old…
- Female Masturbation, Lesbian porn etc…
- Desensitization and escalation occurred…
- Started feeling violated and forced to do it…
- At times was even bleeding and in bad pain…
- Tried stopping over and over again but failed…
- Started to hate my penis and wanted it gone…
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- Started being envious of women’s “pleasure”…
- Wished I was a hermaphrodite for sex once…
- Wanted to masturbate “like a woman”…
- Started imagining myself as a lesbian…
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- Learned the term AGP and shut it down…
- Escaped back into very bad hetero porn…
- Bigoted right wing phase full of hatred…
- Later after figuring out I’m bisexual…
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- Starting to kineq question my gender…
- Sexually crossdressed twice (I need to rope)
- Then my egg cracked and I very depressed
- Fell into kind of sexual madness for a week
- Tried masturbatint “like a woman”… felt bad
- Was in a lot of anguish and felt so ashamed
- Felt I was trying to fuck the pain away…
- Since then never did that stuff again
- Simply fell back into the usual routine .
So… wouldn’t you all agree… I am definelty AGP…
I deserve the most violent death imaginable.
That is more trutrans than me… I’m literally more faketrans than you, at least your sexuality is closer to a woman, at least you knew of being girly early on. At least you rep for longer than me. I’ll confess my sins too, and after this no one is going to doubt I am faketrans. Fuck all of this, fuck being trans, should I send the HRT when it arrives to a person who really needs it?
-finding out about porn at 11
-Don’t remember but I think I slowly started developing an addition to masturbation.
-Masturbating to hetero porn mostly
-Not feeling sexuality in an emotional girly way, just having a reaction to female bodies
-Finding out about more kinky stuff, like food stuffing/weight gain fetish I had since before sexuality ever developed
-Remember wanting to gain weight but not as a man but as a woman - root cause, AGP cognitohazard, AGP field 1000%, the seed of ROGD, the source of all of it
-later, not watching normal porn, mainly finding photos online
-12-14? Finding about drawn porn, mainly looking at images like that, rarely animation. Ranging from hentai to some yiff shit… (Not a furry)
-prob. 12, joined a roblox condo game… Roleplayed as a girl in sex… AGP cognitohazard
-14-15 continuation of this loop, can’t even remember, I was doing it to anything which I was aroused by at the time. Mainly images, animations, actual porn rare. Probably saw even drawings with a femboy or dick characters.
-16 Due to everyone around me telling me I’m gay, finding out that I’m bi. Rise of femboy attraction, not super attracted to actual men. First desires of wanting to be more feminine. First signs of dysphoria like related to height and not being feminine enough to be a “femboy”. But also remember asking myself if I’m a femboy or troon and deciding I’m a femboy because of my socialization…
-17-18 more lesbian porn, actual attraction to men but probably just meta attracted. Trying to masturbate in a feminine way sometimes. Actual troon thoughts. Mainly also consuming my fetish porn related to food stuffing/weight gain
I feel horrible for all of this. I’ll be such a rapehon if I do transition. I shouldn’t do it, I’m too malebrained. This is what a weirdo moid would do. There’s nothing feminine about it. Femboy to tranny pipeline is real. It is unescapable now. Should I rep? After the things I’ve said I probably deserve to be banned. I’m sorry
I feel so fucked up, like I’m shinji from evangelion at the bed scene. I’m a moid… IWNBAW. I’m deluded. The recent spike of honfidence and acceptance, all a delusion. If I do start hrt then everyone will see me as a tranny. But why do I still want to start it… Why do I want this self destruction???
Idk… I ask myself the same thing… maybe we’re trying to just feel a sense of hope…
The fuck you mean knew I was girly early on… that’s simply not true… also I left a bunch of stiff out… I saw almost every kind of pornography out there thats isn’t super niche fetish stuff but yeah I saw a broad range of degenerate shit and No, I didn’t idk masturbate to stuff in an emotional way… I had the same moid kind of feeling towards it… just reactiok to female bodies…
My confession could be a lot worse…
This stuff doesn’t make you any more faketrans than I am… and also the femboy thing… absolutely the same with me…
You’re disgusting… just idk… messed up in a similar way to me… try fixing that stuff, I guess… learn how to approach sexuality in a better and less shameful and compulsive manner and don’t rep like a dumbass idiot…