I’m gonna prove to you all that I’m a subhuman AGP faketrans pervert who doesn’t deserve to transition…
Honeslty I would love for you all to make me kill myself after me confessing all this so that I never get the chance to become a rapehon OpticsSuperNuke…
Here’s my confession…
- Porn addiction starting with 11y old…
- Female Masturbation, Lesbian porn etc…
- Desensitization and escalation occurred…
- Started feeling violated and forced to do it…
- At times was even bleeding and in bad pain…
- Tried stopping over and over again but failed…
- Started to hate my penis and wanted it gone…
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- Started being envious of women’s “pleasure”…
- Wished I was a hermaphrodite for sex once…
- Wanted to masturbate “like a woman”…
- Started imagining myself as a lesbian…
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- Learned the term AGP and shut it down…
- Escaped back into very bad hetero porn…
- Bigoted right wing phase full of hatred…
- Later after figuring out I’m bisexual…
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- Starting to kineq question my gender…
- Sexually crossdressed twice (I need to rope)
- Then my egg cracked and I very depressed
- Fell into kind of sexual madness for a week
- Tried masturbatint “like a woman”… felt bad
- Was in a lot of anguish and felt so ashamed
- Felt I was trying to fuck the pain away…
- Since then never did that stuff again
- Simply fell back into the usual routine .
So… wouldn’t you all agree… I am definelty AGP…
I deserve the most violent death imaginable.
Your answer is inherent to the very first sentence you wrote: “There are men who…”
Their little 2 lane roads are 6 lane highways, so when those Mack trucks testosterone travels through their brain it doesn’t create the same type of pressure and cacophonous traffic jams, where you are never able to clear the road.
Sex is not an impure thing of itself, it’s a very human thing, it might be the most ubiquitously human thing, you developed an addiction and that feels like shit ; I know a thing or two about addictions and willpower is only half the game- I had to put as many barriers between me and my source as I could - he’ll if I went home every day and there was Oxys on my table I dont think my willpower would be enough- you gotta start by giving yourself some grace and being realistic with stuff like that- your addiction just happens to be available 24/7 in unlimited amounts via the device in your hand.
I just feel so ugly and disgusting… I’m sorry… I’m sorry that I’m perverted and that I am a freak…