I’m gonna prove to you all that I’m a subhuman AGP faketrans pervert who doesn’t deserve to transition…
Honeslty I would love for you all to make me kill myself after me confessing all this so that I never get the chance to become a rapehon OpticsSuperNuke…
Here’s my confession…
- Porn addiction starting with 11y old…
- Female Masturbation, Lesbian porn etc…
- Desensitization and escalation occurred…
- Started feeling violated and forced to do it…
- At times was even bleeding and in bad pain…
- Tried stopping over and over again but failed…
- Started to hate my penis and wanted it gone…
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- Started being envious of women’s “pleasure”…
- Wished I was a hermaphrodite for sex once…
- Wanted to masturbate “like a woman”…
- Started imagining myself as a lesbian…
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- Learned the term AGP and shut it down…
- Escaped back into very bad hetero porn…
- Bigoted right wing phase full of hatred…
- Later after figuring out I’m bisexual…
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- Starting to kineq question my gender…
- Sexually crossdressed twice (I need to rope)
- Then my egg cracked and I very depressed
- Fell into kind of sexual madness for a week
- Tried masturbatint “like a woman”… felt bad
- Was in a lot of anguish and felt so ashamed
- Felt I was trying to fuck the pain away…
- Since then never did that stuff again
- Simply fell back into the usual routine .
So… wouldn’t you all agree… I am definelty AGP…
I deserve the most violent death imaginable.
So you think you’re AGP? Do you know what Blanchard, the “mastermind” behind the theory thinks about patients he describes as AGP? He thinks they should take hormones.
Yeah… he’s wrong about that part… that’s just because he’s a chaser freak… if he did serious stuff he would have incorporated stuff from Joseph Nicolosi or other guys and created ways to treat and cure Autogynephilia… or maybe I just want somebody to abuse and hurt me… it doesn’t matter… I feel sick… I don’t feel like anybody could ever touch me… all sexuality feels horrific to me… like sex and lust is inherently abusive… like if you look at somebody like that, you can’t love them… I am ruined… probably forever to messed up to be capable of intimacy… neither through body or mind… I am too sick for that… and my body is sick too… if somebody ever touched me… it would be like they are touching excrements… that’s how dirty I am… how unlovable I am.
You’re advocating for conversion therapy again and I don’t like it. Whatever Blanchard thinks is still infinitely better than some fundamentalist religious quacks.
Well I can’t get it out of my head… I just can’t. I can’t stop thinking about the shit they’ve said… about the stories… about the people who said they are cured now… about the fake psychology… about their supposed explanations for stuff… it doesn’t go away… and it’s tearing me apart… I know it’s wrong but… I just feel all wrong inside.
I’m sorry… listen… you’re nice…I just feel like I’m spiraling every time I think about all this stuff and how it still hurts
Where can I reverse brainworm myself into detrooning? Do you have any videos about it?
No.