no not that “ooh i only knew i was trans when i was 5 weeks old instead of 2 days” or “i’m into women” i constantly doubt my “real” motivation to transition and i genuinely feel fucked as a human being
also TIL i apparently have really high natal T or something so i’m like genetically predisposed to being a perverted freak plus (oh and a man in general) there’s pretty debilitating autism so there’s probably something going on there
I had the same as a kid, it went away tho so idk anymore. Definitely makes my motivations / dysphoria feel fake. It’s a permanent stain on my transition, I don’t think the shame will ever leave me
actual agp fetishism
no not that “ooh i only knew i was trans when i was 5 weeks old instead of 2 days” or “i’m into women” i constantly doubt my “real” motivation to transition and i genuinely feel fucked as a human being
also TIL i apparently have really high natal T or something so i’m like genetically predisposed to being a perverted freak plus (oh and a man in general) there’s pretty debilitating autism so there’s probably something going on there
I had the same as a kid, it went away tho so idk anymore. Definitely makes my motivations / dysphoria feel fake. It’s a permanent stain on my transition, I don’t think the shame will ever leave me