I constantly switched between “but what if I’m actually just gay” and “what if I’m actually just straight” since 12 and till 18. First was because I effectively repressed sexual attraction to women (it felt very wrong even back then), latter because only irl people I fell in love with were girls (not a surprise either, few people who somewhat tolerated me along those years were all girls).

yes me exactly. My fakebi worries were the whole reason i went to the board then discovered trannyism

Why do you think I first stared reperative therapy for lmaoooooooo… so yeah… I was like “I’m fake… good… then I can make it go away” and didn’t work but honeslty I didnt put in any effort either 💀